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I AM AFRAID
I am afraid. You thought I had it made, had it in the bag, had my head in a good place, lived without fear, lived without limitations, I am afraid. You thought I had it made, had it in the bag, had my head in a good place, lived without fear, lived without limitations, lived without hesitations, or so it would appear… but still, I am afraid... Nothing chases me down empty corridors, jumps out from behind bushes or trees. No one threatens to kill me or to bring me to my knees. Nothing hovers o’er head and nothing to bite at my feet, no – nothing to the left or the right; nothing overhead or underfoot can give me such a fright… but still, I am afraid. I welcome the darkness as much as the light. I find joy in the day and peace in the night. I don’t worry about the now, because the now is no longer the now, anyhow and why worry about this very moment, this second, this tick before the tock, this easily broken lock – I am expo...